Wednesday, 14 January 2015

Tired of learning..

Yes. I'm tired of learning. I'm tired of having to figure things out, of sorting through manuals and learning materials. There must be a way of knowing something without having to do all the work most of the time. Yes there must be a way. Really. A friend of mine once told me that if you can imagine anything at all then it must be possible because you can't imagine a non-existant scenario. Never! The human mind is capable of achieving anything it can get around comprehending..

So I want to bend the rules a little bit here... You know stretch them a bit more, near the level of insanity. Why do I have to learn anything? Why should I spend hours reading a book? Geez!!!
I know there's a secret of bypassing this law of nature, if learning is a law at all. How so? Well I'll tell you when I figure it all out, but I have a starting point already.

All actions produce a trail of electromagnetic vibrations through the ether/air produced by the thinking mind(you know those frequencies that are detected by the EEG machine by placing wires on your head), which operate near a spectrum where prayers etc are transmitted through... Sub-atomic, quantum mechanics world. There are traces of them broadcasting everywhere, just as there are television, radio, cellular and satellite transmissions.

So all you have to do is tune into these frequencies to acquire those abilities. I know a bit how that process work, but it's the frequency selection that needs figuring out.
Too much learning is tiring. No to staying up all night trying to reinvent the wheel.

I'm on it.

August 22, 2012 at 6:01pm

Things happen because they must...

I want to talk about something very important that happens in everyday life and hopefully at the end we’ll understand better about why certain things happen.

Let’s say you are in town and very hungry. Looking ahead you see KFC and Wimpy next to each other along the street. You love both but decide to have a Wimpy burger for lunch. Nice!!! Now you’re seated next to a window and the burger is really nice!!! Mmmmm!!! Now while eating, someone driving a car loses control of it while trying to avoid running into someone who didn’t see the car coming. The car smashes into the Wimpy window killing you along with two other people. So sad. You are no more. All the things you were planning on achieving will never be done. Your dreams, ambitions, hopes, love and blessings etc… What a shame really!

Now what other people will be asking is weather things could have turned out differently, so that you’d still be alive. What if you went to KCF? You’d still be OK ten minutes later, well apart from being shocked at the accident that happened next door. What if you didn’t go to town at all? Surely you’d still be relaxed at home, and still alive. If those two what-ifs were to happen you’d still be alive right???

Well NO!

WHAT??? NO??? Really???

You see when things happen, all other possibilities fall away. In actual fact they have never existed in the first place. When something happens, it cannot be UNDONE!!! No other outcome could have been possible at that particular moment. Things follow a path that has been revealed to them!!! Was the driver of that car responsible for your accident responsible? Not really! WHAT THE F(beep)CK!!!... Yes it doesn’t make sense at all right? But the thing most people fail to realize is that things happen for a reason and that if a thing or event happen it was really meant to happen all along, irrespective of all the other choices we could have made. This is the law of the land we live in. We all follow path that will be revealed to us.

There is a force that controls everything. You can control certain aspects of your life but there will still exist an overriding power that allows things to happen the way they were meant to be. You didn’t choose when you were going to be born, it happened and there you were. You didn’t choose for your parents to meet each other when they did so you could be born. Your parents themselves didn’t even choose to meet, but a force allowed them to be able to meet each other. It allowed that possibility out of a billion other possibilities from which they could have chosen other people, and again from which you wouldn’t even Be!

There is a piece I want to quote from the book of Job: “God allowed Satan to do everything he wanted to Job except kill him. What was Job’s reaction? “Though he slay me, yet will I hope in him” (Job 13:15). Job didn’t understand why God had allowed the things He did, but he knew that God was good and therefore continued to trust in Him. Often things happen to us that we simply cannot understand.”
Satan wanted to destroy Job, and God allowed Satan to do everything but kill Job. God allowed this to happen to prove to Satan that Job was righteous because he loved God. God is sovereign and ultimately in control of everything that happens. Satan cannot do anything unless he has God's "permission". Let me repeat that - Satan CANNOT do anything unless he has God's "permission".

Going back to the beginning, what happened to you when you had lunch was allowed to happen. The event that took place (car crashing into you) was meant to be so that a what was written will be(come) true. The driver had no control of the situation; no one had control of anything!

We will all be sad and feel sorry for you and wonder why such a terrible thing happened to you. But in actual truth you are really happy where you are because you know it had to happen…

Things happen for a reason people! That’s how it has been and will always be.

So there. Later :-)…

March 15, 2012 at 7:46pm

FINAL WARNING!!!

A man can only try to be who he is supposed be. From his innocence of childhood to what he is now! He does what is right, act how he should and tries to be the best in everything he does. But you think you know how life should be. You think you can just use what it takes to be where you need to be. Total disregard for other people's life and choices!!! How could it be that a person can do what he thinks is right but you take advantage of that innocence to do what benefits you and you alone. How dare you take without regard for others?

Time always expose the good from the bad. Time happened and it all became too clear. So clear that you weren't even aware that you were self exposing. I saw it. Seeked to understand it and now it's all too clear. No doubt about it. It was let go because a man does not stay on one emotion forever..

But now I tell you! You have awoken the sleeping giant!!! This is my FINAL WARNING!!! So PLEASE!! Try me this time. TRY ME!!!

This time I gave you a head start. Showed you all the angles and plans you may need. I gave you a gameplan. So I tell you now! TRY **this**. Then we'll see!!!

December 14, 2011 at 6:58pm

Wednesday, Thank You!!!

Since I can remember I’ve always knew I liked two things. Firstly my favourite colour is blue and secondly my favourite day of the week is Wednesday. I never knew why that was so until it became too obvious and interesting that I had to investigate.

On Wednesdays I always felt energetic, optimistic and full of life. I just felt good and great inside to the core. It’s so incredible I will never be able to describe it as it is. Was it just because it’s spelt so well? WED-NES-DAY. I meant that really flows… And flows gooood…

Anyways one Wednesday while sitting at the computer I opened up the calendar and scrolled all the way back until that day, the day I was born, hoping to see which day it would fall under. Suddenly my heart started beating faster and faster eager to see what day it’d be then.

I reached the year, and then slowly scrolled to the month…, day then BANG!!! There was my ANSWER!!!

Wednesday, 09 November 1983

Now I know why and thank God each time I make it to this day…

Wednesday, Thank You!!!

November 9, 2011 at 7:55pm

LOVE ME!!!

Him -> No more talk of darnkess, forget these
wide-eyed fears I'm here, nothing can harm you, my
words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears I'm here, with you beside you, to guard you and to guide you
Her -> Say you'll love me every waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you'll need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true That's All I Ask of You. .
Him -> Let me be your freedom, let me be your light
You're safe, nothing can harm you, your fears are far behind you
Her -> All I want is freedom, the world with no more night
And you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me
Him -> Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime,
Let me lead you from you're solitude
Say you'll want me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too Christine, that's All I Ask of You
Her -> Say you'll share with me one love one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Them -> Share each day with me each night, each morning
Her -> Say you love me
Him -> You know I do. . .
Them -> Love me, that's all I ask of You

October 1, 2011 at 5:42pm

True Love For The Living.

There is no one man living today who does not know what love is or why it feels so good inside. Love is one of the most beautiful force of nature ever created, made for all things living. It is created to bond things together, so that through unity the rest of God's vision will complete.

I want to share more about this beautiful thing called Love. It's so magical, warm, safe and even more that we can ever imagine, after all Love is God Himself. It is a component of heaven, but now I would like to talk about it in respect to us humans. What is Love? Why does it feel so good inside, why are people falling in love all the time and why do we want even more of it?

Love is an intense feeling of deep affection or fondness for a person or thing. Love is what glues two people together. I mean I don't even have to explain it. Each and every one of us knows how it feels like, as a testament of its importance. It is the greatest thing you will ever feel with your heart, especially when you're with someone you love the most. It warms your heart when you stand next to the one you love, when you look deep into their eyes and they smile back and fully trust in you. When it feels like time could stop, as if things could just be suspended around you. Your heart warms up, getting up to temperature that's conducive to the formation of a bond that could last a lifetime. That is what Love feels like, even more that you can ever experience because our human form lacks the capacity to comprehend what it really is in its truest form.

This is why we have to be careful when we Love others. This force is so powerful that if we are not applying it correctly or are inefficient in processing it can bring destruction to our lives. When we fall out of Love, that can lead to outcomes not pleasant to experience. Jealousy, lack of trust, heart-break and acts of crime over it etc. are some of the negative outcomes of bad things happening out of Love. What most people fail to realize is that it's not even Love that's responsible, but our inability to handle it.

But why is that?

OK here is part of the reason why. You see Love is owned by its creator who sits in Heaven. He is made of it and it's His own creation. How we people get to experience is as follows: When a person is born, they are given the gifts of life that makes them human. Common sense is one of the very important gift a person will ever receive. As a mother who is carrying a child in her womb, a connection is created between the two of them. It's a bond that ties them together to ensure survival and protection of the child after birth. Mothers get this gift naturally when a child is conceived. You see it's Mother Nature's gift to them. It's the Gift of Life!!! Every mother passes this to the child, which is the ability to Love. As the child grows, he/she knows how to love and respect others automatically. But that's how a person will ever know how to Love another person, through the Love that was passed to them from their mothers. We grow up and learn to Love others this way, because we know what it's like to Love based on what we've been given and passed to us before, as I keep saying...

Now here is the thing ye... The Love you have now is not the real True Love. It's not the full force of what Love really is. What you have now is what was essential for making you human. The number one reason why you've been experiencing jealousy, lack of trust, heart-break and acts of crime over love is because of this. Why did your boyfriend/girlfriend leave you when you really loved them the most? Why did they cheat on you? Why did they break your heart, when they promised they’ll always love you? Why did they make you not want to love again because thinking about it was so painful? Why are you beaten or abused because you loved them and why do you accept the suffering because you do not want to lose them? Why!?

It's because when you first decided to love someone, you never asked for permission for the right to love. Huh? What you mean? Remember I said that Love has its owners (God's creation and property)? This is exactly why all those bad things were happening to you. You used the earthly love that was passed to you from your mother to try to love someone else. Even more, you used the power of Love without asking permission for it from God and since you never did, you don't have the ability to fully grasp it and apply it to your relationships. When you are in love, you require this force of Love in order to sustain your relationship. You cannot use something that does not belong to you without asking for it people!!!

Next time when you are about to fall in Love, ask God for permission to Love. Pray and ask Him. He will give you the full ability to Love and to fully experience it along with a manual (LOL kidding there – you don’t need one). Here is the thing - When you ask ne, upon granting you this ability, He compensates for your partners lack of ability to Love. This is because He knows that your partner must experience it too, thus grants them the same ability. After all, you will Love fully just as it was meant to be or as it is in Heaven! He will also protect you, since you have Him inside, from the earthly desires and sin. No need to ever cheat because you all will be fully satisfied inside.

So in conclusion, when you've found the perfect partner ask God to give you the permission to Love. When you do, you'll forever stay in Love and live your life to the fullest!!!

Enjoy life ;-)

September 30, 2011 at 7:06pm

Cycles at work?

This is interesting. I've just realized that certain things happen in repetitive cycles. Just as the sun rise and sets, most of our behaviours follow in a similar set cycle.

 As an example, some days you feel like always posting on Facebook.. You continue doing so for a number of days until you suddenly stop. Then you go through a period where you hardly post anything at all. It's as if behavioral patterns follow this cycle as well. It not only happens with Facebook, but with almost everything else that we do as a habit.

It's as if nature has a law that prevents everything from always happening in a continuous never-ending path. Well I guess this law prevents destruction from repetitive behaviours, just as you'll suffer physical and emotional damage if you skip the cycle of sleep.

Light has a speed limit of 330,000 km/s, which is enforced by nature to allow time to be as constant as it is. I guess these cycles allows us to keep our sanity for a lifetime.

September 7, 2011 at 7:41pm

Our Deepest Fear by Marianne Williamson.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most
frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who
am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented,
fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your
playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened
about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We
are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the
glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And
as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

August 19, 2011 at 7:09pm

Powers of Must.

When I was 11, I wrote this:

"The What-If Positive/Negative Then Positive/Negative Command. By The Rules Of Symphony With Maximum Will And The Powers Of Must..."

... printed it and posted it on my room wall. It's the only thing I've ever posted on my wall and I'm yet to fully understand what it really means since I was basically a child then. What rules of symphony? Maximum will for what? What are the powers of must???

What I know is that my favourite quote has a word 'must' in it - "If something must happen, it will". Oh there's a 'will' there too. Interesting!

Ah well, it must be a part of a picture that will ultimately turn out to be the story of my life on earth.

June 11, 2011 at 2:48pm

Adds Up To Zero.

Equilibrium - A state in which the energy in a system is evenly distributed and forces, influences, etc., balance each other - Oxford.

The really great thing about being alive is that you get to learn about a lot of things cooked up by mother nature. In your lifetime you'll be exposed to certain situations relevant to the path that has been revealed to you. This is how the world is. You cannot change how it works, just as you cannot stop gravity from working. The best we can do is learn how everything fits together.
Most people don't realize that mostly for every one bad thing that happens there must be an equally good thing to balance the whole system up. What do I mean by this? Simply that for every bad thing, event or action there must also be a good thing, event or action happening elsewhere, whether they are related or not. Meaning a positive and a negative must add up to zero, or cancel each other out. This is very important.

How so? Well let's say you have a really really bad temper and attitude. You disrespect people and do all sorts of crazy stuff. Now theoretically you are vibrating a bad energy from within you, affecting anything you lay your eyes on. Nature doesn't really need you because you disrupt the natural peace that should be maintained at all times. Fortunately for you, you cannot be cast out from this world as that would violate the laws of nature and free will. So in order for you to just be, there must be someone or something out there who is caring and loving to other people. This person will be the total opposite of you. But lets not get this twisted. This does not mean that someone's sole existance is to simply balance your negative energy. Nope it doesn't work that way. Everyone has his/her own life's purpose and that will always remain. But as I've said in one of my previous note, mother nature reserves the right over yours to help balance all events out, etc. This doesn't only apply to us and our attitudes. It applies to everything. Everything! Also as an example, if you were to find a perfect partner, as in your other half, the best one for you will be the one who has a completely opposite personality from yours. If you are a talkative woman, your best fit will always be a man who is kinda quiet and reserved. It always works because this person will neutralize your sanity, bringing you back into an equilibrium state of mind. But two talkative partners will always be at each others nerves, leading to separation or divorce. That's just another example of how two opposing things must add up to zero, thus peace in this case.

Anyway this is just scratching the surface. There are a lot of examples that explains this in clearer detail. But this will always remain, that everything that happens here on this planet always adds up to zero, and in situations where there is too much of an imbalance, a miracle happens to enforce equilibrium. Yes, that's why miracles happen sometimes, events that defies the laws of nature.
As always, it's better to be on the right side of the coin, the good side that is. It is better to be a positive that brings a negative back to zero, exactly how it was meant to be.

So there.

May 18, 2011 at 7:45pm

Everything must return!!!

Everything must return to its owners! It's the fundamental law of nature, applicable to all entities that populate earth, including us humans. When our journey on earth ends, we will return to our rightful owners who will then hand judgment based on how we lived our lives here on planet earth.

So everything that you will ever need will be provided to you in accordance to what was written about your life; all others are blessings for the good things you have done. But you will be surprised at the things people do out there. They are jealous, steal and do all sorts of crazy stuff. I will quote:

“As it is written: There is no one righteous, not even one; there is no one who understands, no one who seeks God. All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there is no one who does good, not even one. Their throats are open graves; their tongues practice deceit. The poison of vipers is on their lips. Their mouths are full of cursing and bitterness. Their feet are swift to shed blood; ruin and misery mark their ways, and the way of peace they do not know. There is no fear of God before their eyes” (Romans 3:10-18).

Why do we steal, tell lies, deceive and take what does not belong to us??? It just doesn't make sense at all. This can only hurt you in the end. You might be in possession of that which does not belong to you, OK.... Fine!!! It feels good to have something without working for it, after all life is good right? Super! Fantastic!!! But then we forget that everything must/will return to its rightful owners! That's just how it is. If someone stole your car or something know that you have not really lost it at all, even though it may never return to you in your lifetime.

So do not steal, do not be jealous and do not try to prevent others from realizing what was meant for them. Besides who or what do you think you are anyways??? Who or what are you to decide who deserves to get what when you steal from them? When God delivers blessings to His obedient people who are you to think otherwise and take from them? If God has spoken, and you think otherwise, how dare you challenge the Creator? I mean how can you as a mortal "thing" challenge a Being that has existed from the very beginning superceding time itself? All living things belong to their owners and blessings belongs to the living. All good things have their rightful owners, again based on what was written. Everything you see, be it a car, house, livestock etc. belong to someone else, those entities have a purpose for their existence.

Everything must return to its owners. If you've lost something or have people interfering with your lives’ progress then know that whatever it was will return. Destinations never change, we as people do! So if you've taken something from someone unlawfully or unethically then know that what you have is fake, it's not real and it will never be yours. All the profits you derive from stolen property will never give you life or sustain your family. They are an illusion from the Evil one, a spell to blind you from the correct way of life. Take that which you stolen back to its rightful owners. If you are no longer in possession of it then go back to them and apologize so that the Creator, seeing that you have come to peace with the situation and the one you have wronged, will forgive you and set your paths straight!

"To err is human..."

It's ok. Sometimes stuff happens based on situations we are in, be it poverty or whatever, after all it's human nature. But then that will never ever be an excuse to sin. Those who live are the ones that have recognized the errs of their ways and have asked for forgiveness. Those who are keeping quiet by hoping the universe will just forget because what they did happened long ago are simply just deceiving themselves. Heaven prays that you will realize this in time and that you will defeat the evil one and live...

Happy Easter!!!

April 22, 2011 at 7:19pm

Fear of failure.

Why is it that sometimes we are afraid to do something that we know is right for us? I mean you have all the facts in front of you, yet you are hesitant to execute on them.

Are you afraid of failure? That if you indeed do try then you run the risk of having that failure put doubts in your mind thus preventing you to dream even more? Why is it that we are afraid to try something new?

Well I would like to find out more about this myself rather than to rely on the knowledge of the psychology of the human mind not open to allowing many new unproven things to potentially invalidate the knowledge that has been accumulated throughout the years...

But one thing I know very well is that your very own mind is sabotaging your live's plans, goals and this sucks big time.

February 16, 2011 at 8:58pm

Mind Your Language.

Lol I like this... Take note:
For those of you who watch what
you eat, here's the final word on
nutrition and
 health. It's a relief to know the
 truth after all those conflicting
 nutritional
 studies.

1. The Japanese eat very little fat
and suffer fewer heart attacks than
 Americans.
2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and
 suffer fewer heart attacks than
 Americans.
3. The Chinese drink very little red
wine and suffer fewer heart attacks
 than
 Americans.
4. The Italians drink a lot of red
wine and suffer fewer heart attacks
 than
 Americans..
5. The Germans drink a lot of beer
and eat lots of sausages and fats
and suffer
 fewer heart attacks than
 Americans.

CONCLUSION: Eat and drink what
you like.

Apparently what kills you is
speaking English

January 31, 2011 at 9:05pm

Help us do these things...

Father we thank you for the night
And for the pleasant morning light
For rest and food
And loving care
And all that makes the world so fair
Help us to do the things we should
To be to others kind and good
In all we do
In all we say
To grow more loving everyday

Amen

January 30, 2011 at 8:35pm

Common Sense Can Never Fail!

In this fast changing world we live in we're constantly confronted with decisions that we have to make. From the moment you wake up we deal with people, who are going through their own issues and that forces us to make even more choices that shape us to be the people we are today.

From the day you are born, you are as equal as anyone will ever be. Right until your purpose for your life is revealed or made true for your life, there is a common force that exists within all of us that makes us who we are and why we are the most successful specie the world has ever know - common sense. This is the most basic force that all human beings inherit. Common sense allows you to know what's right from wrong, what love, hope, faith, patience, caring, forgiveness etc is. It's what makes you feel human. We all have this force within us, whether we realise it or not.

As we grow we become different in the kind of people we'll turn into. Some of us are sweet, others aggressive, impatient. Our ways become different and we want to achieve different things. Now the question is what makes us different?

As I've said, we're all born pretty much equal but then we change. Well obviously the experiences we go through as we grow up make us the people we are today. Each one of us is a product of all the situations and events that happened in our lives. A sum of all the good and bad things helped in making up your personality. If you lived around good people that helped you make the right choices for developing a path you've taken to be where you are. If you hanged out with bad people, those experiences are engraved in your personality as well.

Let me give you a visual example of how that could be presented. Let's say we have a slice of bread which represent common sense, as the foundation that allows anything else. On the bread is the spread. The spread is who you are. So what can you put on the bread? Hmm well you can put some margarine, peanut butter or jam. All of those things give the bread different flavors. So if you're a kind, loving and considerate person it's like a bread with a kind, loving and considerate spread put on top of it. If you're a murderer and a thief then your bread has blood and evil spread on top of it.

You see we are who we are because of the kinds of spread we all put on our bread. Your experiences are dictated by what the spread is. So if you consume your bread with a lot of hate on top of it then the nutrients you'll get from it will manifest in a life of heart break and bad luck. Eat good foods and you'll feel great because what's in the food is good for your body. Similarly eat junk food and you will feel crap inside. Life works in the same way. Your life is a reflection of all the choices and the spread you put on your bread. So we're all born equal, but different because of the choices we make.

Someone may ask why do people continue to make wrong choices over and over again even though they possess this natural ability to know what's right or wrong? Surely if the spread is too much on the bread it overwhelms the original taste of it. So they eat that and all they get is the same taste over and over again, thus they continue to make wrong choices. Still everyone will always know what is right or wrong. Always! It's just that we've conditioned our mind to allow the bad things as reality. But just because you've conditioned a bad thing into an acceptable part of your life does not make it right in general.

Ultimately, no matter what bad things you have done before, within you common sense will always exist. It is the foundation of what make us human.
Common sense can never fail because it's the force that God gave us all to automatically know what's right and wrong. You can never change it and it's your gift of Life. It doesn't matter what life you're living because within you will always exist a force that can help you make the important choices in your life today.

Use it; it's free...

January 8, 2011 at 10:35pm

You did it!

I (whoever you are and reading this) am about to remind myself about the important things I have known all along and will promise upon myself that I will forever dwell on these things, which follows:
That on that day, the one I've always celebrated each year, I was created. Through my early, innocent childhood memories, I knew I was born to serve a purpose here on earth. I know because here I am today, as a strong, enabled human being and that through all the hardships and troubles I may be experiencing, I will acknowledge that this very moment is where I stop and reflect on this life I am living.

I have been given a second chance in life and I am here to cease the opportunity to be the best in everything I do. I have truckloads of faith. I am patient and I know that I'm hopeful for all the good things in my life, that they will come blessed for and would help me and my children be better people in life. I believe that, ultimately, good things transcend space and time and as long as the sun rises and set that will always remain true. I will always remind myself that my future is bright, so bright that I need not wear shades, because the source of such pure, bright and overpowering light worth surrendering to comes from the home of Love. Such divine and angelic Love comes from the one I have known from the very beginning - God!

I am His servant. The things I am able to do with His help and blessing is beyond belief! You have no idea how good it feels to be able to do such things. He allows me to discover the wonders of this world so that with the resulting knowledge I may be able to use it to help make the world a better place for me and all who live in it. He takes me near the limits of my human understanding so that I can help solve critical problems that keep His children in poverty, hunger, pain, deceit, and sin.

I know these things, because they feel so good inside. I am who I am, a strong being that was born to achieve and redefine what was there before I was. I am the greatest person I have ever known (with respects to all my creators for whom I'm here to serve), and I believe in my abilities to do only the greatest things on this planet that would help make others see the light, because I know that I have seen the place of eternal peace. That place is where I came from, I can feels and sense it in my soul and in my heart, I can feel and sense it when I smile, when I help other people, when I remember what's important in life, when I remember that I am strong and have defeated the evil one, when I know that it's only the truth that can set me free. I see the big picture! The picture is so clear and simple in its interpretation - I am here to make what was written about my life be(come) true.

I will know then..., that my life is now complete…, as complete as God's knowledge of me. Now I smile, because I know that I'm ready to go back home. My life here on earth has concluded, and although I will leave this place with pain in my loved one's hearts, I would know then my life was a job well done. Now I'm happy, because I know that when I get to Heaven I will, with confidence and pride, look at all the Engels and my Father and say "All I did was - I tried". And my Father will look me in the eye, smile and say "You tried". Now you did it! You're triumphant. Your life is a success! You beauty! You did it!!!

That, my friend, is what it's all about...

December 31, 2010 at 5:20pm

Twenty Ten.

2010 - Thank you

December 31, 2010 at 3:27pm

Di taba tse 2.

Ka re so sepela ga koko ka ya go malome Johnny... Malome Johnny? Eh o nfrostana blind. O a tseba gore ge re le two re frostaanana shap. Ge ke fologa taxi ya ne ke kekwa mahlanyana daar, gape ke kgale ke bone malome. Ge ke tsena ke kokota, ka humana mosadinyana o mongwe so ga ke mo tsebe. Ke ge a mpotsisha gore ke nyakana le mang? Ka mmotsa gore gape ke nyaka malome waka nna jwale.. Eh a re gona le batho ka mo morago ga ntlo ke checka ka daar.

Ge ke fitla ka kreya malome le monnanyana tsoko ba duletse di quart tsa black label. Banna!!! Gape kere malome ne a tagilwe. Are go mpona a mpitsa.. Eh ka ya daar ke thabilenyana ke groeta malome. Yoh malome jwale a mpotsisha gore gabotsebotse ke nyaka eng mo! Ah malome ankere ke go etetse naa. Ah gape malome ga kwishishi jwalo.. Di mmethile ka nake yeuwe eh. Bjale malome a betha molodi a bitsa motho o mongwe ka next door. Ge ba senogoboledishana bra ya ka next door ya bulela di mpya. EH EH EH malome a re "saah saah saaaaah". Tso ga se o mpone ke ketima wena! Tso ge ke fihla gating ka decida gore ke ya e fofa because mpya yela e be e lebile lerago laka.. YOH ka e fofa nna... Mara ke sahla moyeng ka dripa ke gate.. Eish ka tla ke wa botloko jwang mara, ke thintse lerago le le one... Ke ge bana mo strateng ba ntsega... Kgante Johnny o dirabjang mara!!!

Ga ke sure gore go diregileng mara malome a gopola gore ne ke swanetse go mo etela. A fotsekisha di mpya a mpulela gate. Eish gape ne go sa babanyana ke thinyegile lerago. Then ge re fihla ka backyardeng a mpha quart ya black label ya go tonya. Then a apologiza are ne a tagilwe nyana and ne a sa kwishishi gore go diregang. Ya biri yeo ya tla ya feta monate... Ga ke sure gore ke nwele tse kae mara ke ge ke plakile shap!

Ke tlo dula for weekend!!!

Di taba tse.

Ya ne. Watseba matsatsi a mangwe o hla kgotsa dilo tse di diregang plekeng ye. Tjo. Gape letsatsi le lengwe ke na le koko a mpitsa. Then ge ke fihla daar a nthoma gore ke ye spazeng. Eish mara koko le yena, o mpone gore ne ke bereka ene ke lapile.. Gape ne go bela ka mo ntle tjo... Worse jwale a re ke ye ke kitima. Aowa banna.. Mara ke tla dirang... Ka ya ke ketima.. Tjo tjo mo tseleng bjale ka thoma go kgabakgaba ka mo gare. Gape ne go fisha eh... Tjo ke sa le tseleng radiator ya swa ka nyaka go fainta, gore ke be ke dule mofase ka ntle ga tsela ke ke ngwaya hlogo.. Yo.

Then ka sa dutse daar lekgowa le lengwe le feta ka koloi le ntebeletse.. Eh ka kwa a re "This boy is gafing...". Tja. A tla a mpedisha worse jwale mara ke tseba mo a dulang gona mo di plotong... Ge ke fetsa spazeng ka ya go botsa koko nna... Eh koko waka ke ge a kwatile lamafelelo a re wa molatelela mo a dulang gona... Eh ra molatelela rena.. Ge re fihla jwale koko a kokota a re o nyakana le ownera ya ka daar... Eh gwa hla monna o mogwe wa leburu a tsena ka gore Wat gaan an hierso... Eh eh koko waka a tshaba... Yoh le nna ka fofa jwale. Tjo ditaba tse...

Ge refihla gae ke ge koko a nkwateshe a re nna ke nyakile go mmolaisha.. Tja ka nako ya dinner ba ngana ka plate... Banna... Ke ge ke satsebe gore ke direng. Gape di gwaile strong. Ge ke re ke leka go dira plane, plane ya gana.. Tjo... Ya ne ka nako yeo katse ya koko ke ge e ntebeletse e ke tatswa, e dira di meeuw meeuw ke le kgauswi le go boma jwale.. Jwale ke ge go ena le selo ka mo ntle se dira di tswi-tswi.. Mara ge koko a etla ga sa botsisha gore ke eng ye e dirang mashata, o re ke ska dira di tswi-tswi. Ya!

Ka ngala nna the next day ka botsa koko gore ke ya go malome nna. Ke mo tseleng...

December 23, 2010 at 4:06pm

Discount the obvious!

If a tree falls in the middle of the forest and there is no one to hear it, does it make a sound?
This is one fascinating topic to think about and I will say what is obvious: We have been conditioned by our very own human nature to believe in everything we can see and sense. Whatever we see; we believe wholeheartedly to exist as is, our brains can see objects and identify them in a fraction of a second. That’s how nature evolved us to be the people we are today, smart, full of ideas, which is obviously great. We easily remember past events and can come up with creative ideas plus methods for solving complex problems, from which we see things in completely different ways.

But ultimately, should you believe and trust that anything you see is really there? Let me give an example - Most of us know that there are many cities around the world. London, Sydney, Los Angeles and New York etc and we know about these cities because we have read about them, seen them on TV’s and maps. But how do we really know for sure that they really are there? How do we know they aren’t a myth, an illusion or fantasy? And please don’t tell me you are convinced about them because you have seen them on TV. I mean really! TV? How could you really trust what you see on TV? After all it’s just a box, be it rectangular or a square, with electrical wires, capacitors and resistors inside it, just to name a few, and behind it is your painted wall. It receives a broadcast signal transmitted through the ether(air, space) and now you wanna tell me that’s enough proof to justify that such a city really exist? You also trust and believe that all the people, cars, streets and buildings you see are really there? OK let’s go back to the fundamentals of our own biology. You believe that those cities are there because the neurons in your brain tells you that they really exists, after all we have memories right? Again I ask - how do we really know for certain that our very own brain cells and memories are reliable? Have they been certified as genuine design and if so by whom? By us? The universe? Nature? The brain itself? If by the brain itself, meaning we think our memories and the structure of our thought processes are working as they should, then who was the independent judge or reviewer that certified our brains to be operationaly reliable? Well ok you might say that you just have to believe that because what you know that’s stored in your memories is based on correct observations of objects and events around you, but then again your brain is approving and certifying itself as reliable and fair here. And that cannot be right, because we cannot be sure that the results are really legit, fair and reliable. Even during democratic elections other countries must be present to certify that the voting process was free and fair. Anyway think about this more – your brain cells, which hold your memories and your sense of being, are made from carbon, water and fats. All those brain cells will die off and decompose as dust when they expire one day and they'll just end up as dust and soil beneath your feet. They are living organisms, feeding off nutrients that are sourced externally. So how then can you really trust everything they want you to believe? How sure are you that what you’re sensing and feeling is really reliable, genuine and a true representation of facts and circumstances around you? How do you know the truth isn’t altered in any way? Well I could go on and on and on, but then I’ll just say that as long as you have never been to one of those cities in person, you cannot be sure that they really exist for real. Never! You may have seen them on TV or read about them, but so long as your very matter and soul hasn’t been in physical contact with either one of them, then what you believe about them is simply a myth or an illusion. They're virtually nonexistence, existing only as electrical signals in your brain cells! Nothing more, nothing less!

“Believe nothing of what you hear; and only half of what you see” – English proverb. Don’t always believe everything you see, and most importantly always confirm. There are many ways to solve a problem, and it all begins with the way you think. Don’t always go for the conventional and always think outside the box. You don’t always have to believe and trust everything your brain tells you, even when you know it's the truth. Challenge it, because when you do it realises that the status quo is no longer acceptable, thus it must force itself to perceive things in completely new ways. When it does, your whole thinking process changes, and so will the actions and events around you, just to realign with your new way doing things.

If a tree falls in the middle of the forest and there is no one to hear it, does it make a sound? For me the answer is both Yes and No. Yes, because your brain expects the answer to be yes, and No because your brain is not there to tell you it just did!

So there

December 11, 2010 at 2:34am

Nature's discretion.

Here I am on this beautiful overcast Wednesday afternoon of the 24th Nov 2010, patiently waiting for someone, that one beautiful and yet important thought crossed by my mind, about the mechanics of why things happen.

So this just made perfect sense - I just have to say something about it. Well most people think that things happen the way they want them to. You know they also believe that any outcome is based sorely on what they did, how they planned and executed, but then overlook one important fact..

They fail to realize that mostly things happen based on what Mother Nature deems appropriate at the time. It is not always based on what you want or choose... Know what I mean?

"For ye been bought for a price". This is so true. You've been born to this world, from which you found it as is - so you are not greater than it - and life that is given to all human beings super-cedes you. Sometimes things that happen to you has nothing to do with how smart you think you are, but everything to do with Mother Nature's grand scheme of how things work or how they should balance themselves out. If you are in a situation where you have an ability to do something or help someone out then all the decisions and thought processes you'll make will be in accordance with the situation at hand, irrespective of whether the situation is in your control or not. What you do is sorely at Mother Nature's discretion - if things are out of equilibrium then she has a fundamental right to balance out all events, and that right precedes you and your right as is. It's true - you have a basic human right, but that right is only as valid as things remain constant in the way they work or were meant to work. If that balance is out of sync, things would no longer work as expected and thus you too, as a person, all your wishes and desires may no longer be maintained, thus my argument that Mother Nature reserve the right over yours to use your abilities to help balance things and situations out, however she sees appropriate.

Also we shouldn't forget too that ultimately what our destiny is, is sorely in our hands. You really deserve what you saw and that will always be as long as time ticks. So don't fight it, just accept it and help other people. Doesn't it feel good when someone finally can achieve something all thanks to your help? Do for others what you want them to do for you and love your neighbour as much as you love yourself. It's the second most important commandment. So next time when someone is in need, be there and understand, after all Mother Nature wanted you there in the first place.

If all this makes sense to you, then great, your network is still strong. If not then you need to go back to your childhood memories when things were simple, heavenly and hopefully a spark will lit and thus help you reestablish a link to your very own network of life..

So there..

November 24, 2010 at 1:05pm

Ways of Studying...

Well I just found out that my little brother uses the same study methods I used when I was in tertiary. Ok not exactly the same, but certainly the same approach. He, like me, finds it impossible to study for an exam days in advance. He uses the night before approach... Um.

During my days at tertiary, I fully trusted my brain and memory to work the magic for me. We had a straightforward deal. I won't ever drink, smoke etc and it too had to promise that it would deliver under any circumstance without exceptions. It was a mutual understanding that worked for both of us. And work it did!

First I would find out when I'll be writing and what time. I prefered it when the exam started at about 12pm or later. During those periods where I was supremely confident, I would not even study at all the night before. I would simply wait until the morning and make sure I arrived at tertiary 8am sharp. Then the next important thing was to find a quite classroom to study in. That was very important, especially when I'll be absorbing huge quantities of textbook information. I'll have the textbook, a single sheet of paper and a pen in front of me and then begin. First I quickly skim through all the chapters I'll be studying, noting key points that I would have to know well and study. I was very good at this, I'll admit. I mean all you had to do was know your lecture's style of teaching and you'd really know which questions he/she was likely to ask in the exam paper. After about 20mins of skimming the text book, your brain already knows what to expect and prepares your brain cells for maximum information storage capacity... Then the studying begins. I would write down what I had to know and squize all those chapters into that single sheet of paper. My writing would be extremely small obviously but it worked for me. That would take about 2 hours, just to write down and learn all those stuff. After that I take a 10/15 min break... I mean really, my head would be near boiling point at that time, so I had to take it easy. After the break I close the textbook and study from the sheet of paper right until about 30mins before the exam starts. During those 30mins I put everything away and walk around. You know you just have to let everything bake in there with that heat lol. Then I would go on to write the exam and the next thing you know someone bagged an 80 plus...

So it really suprised me when I found out that my little brother is writing the next day and didn't even study all weekend. All he said was he'll catch up in the morning. I was like dude are you serious and then remembered that's what I used to do most of the time. I obviously passed him some tips and tricks but then hoped he had an agreement between himself and his memory. Because you really have to be sure of your abilities to be able to pull it off.

He told me that's what he does most of the time as well so I guess it's in the family :-)... Contrast that to my lil sister who makes sure she knows her stuff days in advance.

Pretty interesting indeed..

October 31, 2010 at 10:39pm

Beginning...

Am sitting here on this beautiful Sunday that was the day of the 24th October, listening to two beautiful sounds that are playing, one from the speakers of my computer and the other from mother nature outside, who's cooking up a beautiful wet weather season that's just starting around the country. This is what makes me to love the month of October and more specially November. First of all they are the greenest months of the year here in the northern region of South Africa. It all starts with that smell of rain, sparked up by freshly produced scents where lightning fuse the oxygen, hydrogen and nitrogen gases together to produce that nice, fresh rain scent. So beautiful and refreshing especially to the soal within. Besides being green, a lot of animals deliver their offspring to the world during this period.

October/November is so full of life, heck I'm even a November delivery which totally explains why this just feels so naturally great inside.. The ultimate ingredient to this feeling is the music that's playing around me... It's the greatest music ever recorded in my opinion. So the sound of nature outside and the melody of the music certainly combine to produce a lethal dose of greatness.. I love symphony orchestra and classic rock with all my heart. It's my life and inspiration and the music through which my entire life is wired.

As the season unfold, I can't wait to see the great things that lies ahead.. Events that are playing out, including this evening, certainly point to the start of what would ultimately be the greatest period of my entire life yet..

The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away. May the name of the Lord be praised.. What was written on the hand of God must stay..

Let what was written stay..

October 24, 2010 at 8:40pm

The study of why things happen.

Well in this piece I won't be answering that question yet but I would like to talk about the process that happened which will eventually lead me to the answer. That is: Why things happen. First the background:

Sometime in 2005, probably around August, I was on a mental high. I shared a room with this guy called James Sithole. We were both software geniuses, writing software programs day in and day out. I mean we weren't your ordinary students at tertiary. We both studies Information Technology - Software Development. It was the greatest field in the world for both of us. Attending classes and learning new things was our natural high, where we didn't leave the learning in the class, but we took it with us to our residence. When we got there everyone took a sit next to his computer, booted in up, and wrote software code. It was fun solving complex computer code, writing algorithms, models etc. It was crazy. I remember at one time I was busy with this application that I didn't even sleep at all. Suddenly it was sunrise with birds singing their melodies outside. I even thought I was crazy - but nope, I had been thinking all night, writing, debugging and compiling software. The challenge was a stimulant, making us feel great. Heck we even achieved much academically that we both had a chance to teach other students after lectures, just to help them understand the subject matter in clearer detail. Well I chose not to be involved in that, since it was not my style to stand in front of people and make them understand. Lol I wasn't even sure my methods of understanding would be appropriate. But James did and I'm sure he had a great experience with all that.

So one day we were both busy programming where an interesting question arose. Why do things happen? Why things happen the way the do sometimes? As I said that was pretty interesting, considering the fact that all we ever did most of the time was write computer code all day long and never really tried solving the ways of God by pure thinking and analysis. But the question got asked and immediately it was obvious that whatever answers we would come up with would involve God. I mean we were smart enough to know that everything that happens on earth revolve around God.

Pretty quickly we realized that we need to do some research around this subject. You can't just come up with theories without backing evidence or references. So my friend James went to an internet cafe and came back with articles about the Bible. The articles contained the most unbelievable facts about the Bible I've ever seen. It was remarkable that I sometimes wonder if God was really trying to tell us something. We took those saved internet articles and placed them in a folder called "Research: Why do things happen the way the do".

After all these years I still have those articles on my computer and what amaze me even more is that they have survived all the formatting and data losses I've suffered on my computers. Ok this note is long enough already, so I will just say that even today I'm still answering the question of why things happen the way they do. Very interesting indeed.

September 30, 2010 at 10:25pm

Always present!

There are certain conditions that are there but do not exist on their own. Coldness does not exists - it is the absence of heat. Similarly darkness does not exist since it is the absence of light.

Now I want to talk about what hell is. Hell is the absence of God. Meaning at any moment that you are alive here on earth, weather you are a serial killer, rapist etc God exists in you all the time. So it's really interesting when you hear people say that they do not believe in God. It's really amazing that people can say that sometimes. But that's the beauty of a gift that God gave us - Choice! We may forsake Him and stuff but at the end of the day He can never go back on His Word - as long as the sun rise and set.

Whether you hate someone or whatever - God will always be there with you, even though you're in sin. As long as you are breathing air, God can never be absent.
Cold as the absence of heat; darkness as the absence of light and hell as the absence of God..
Unless time is no more for your life, God can never be absent!

However, if there is an exception, then you're in hell, where God is absent. All your sins would have gotten the better of you and you either didn't accept Jesus Christ as your saviour or never asked for forgiveness.

That would just be sad..

September 29, 2010 at 11:35pm

The future is here already?

I remember one day in my grade 6 class my teacher asked us what we wanted to be when we grow up. That was one heck of a tricky question for me but I was pretty certain - When I grow up I want to be a game ranger. "Oh wow that's nice Andrew" she said. Well nice it was - I loved animals with all my heart, so that was a no brainer for me.

So here I am years later and, well, am no game ranger. I do something else today that I never dreamed of and it feels good doing it. I was a child then; I didn't factor in the fact (factor - fact yeah I know) that Life's circumstances change people's plans, and that wishes and dreams do not supercede God's will for your life.

What I didn't realise was that the future was already there, meaning the future is now.. Today!

September 29, 2010 at 10:47pm

Life always compensates.

"All animals are created equal. But some animals are more equal than others".
That's taken from a book Animal Farm which some of us read in school. Now the interesting question is whether that could apply to us humans, because looking at the way things are happening around us you'd swear that's the case.

Now let's look at this scenario:
There is this guy born into an established family. He always had everything he wanted as a child and now that he's grown he attends the best university in the country. He passes easily, gets a job, earns a lot of money most of us can only dream of, goes places travelling all over the world seeing different cultures and ways of living. This guy has it all and he lives in suburbs where only the privileged stay.
Now we have this other guy. He was born into a family that didn't have much at all. Only one parent was working and they struggled to make ends meet. He managed to make it through secondary school but then he couldn't attend university because his parents simply didn't have any money. He tried to make ends meet but unfortunately he ended living at home with his parents because, well, the world and circumstances weren't kind to him and his family. He even thought of killing himself because he was ashamed. I mean who wouldn't be when their friends are working and driving the best of cars?
Some people don't believe in those things because they always assume that enabled people can achieve things they already have. They are right in some respects, but for those experiencing those things it's hard because of the weight of all those hardships.

But there is something I know very well. If your life does not turn out the way you want because of circumstances beyond your control, Life always compensates! Always!.. If that second guy keep the faith, one day something will happen to him and he wouldn't even believe his eyes. He will get a job and be more wiser than most of his pals.

If not, meaning that he would live his life in poverty and die that way, then the compensations will carry forward with him in the after life. If he were to become an engel, he would probably have wings so he could fly. He would have been protected from the materialistic things of this world in his poverty.. Those who had riches will be scared by greed, gloat etc. They would go to heaven allright, as they too would probably be christians, but alas their riches they did build here on earth unfortunately couldn't be carried forward with them. Now that poor guy suddenly has more power and importance than them because he was humble enough here on earth.

You cannot be greater than the another person, unless it's your calling by God for you to be that way. That's where there can be an exception, else everything is fair game for everyone.
All people are created equal..

September 10, 2010 at 2:37pm

Wholes... Not parts.

We humans look at things in parts, not wholes. God look at things from the outside-in, not inside-out!
When you pray and ask for something, God looks at how your request fits with everything happening in your life. That's where having people who are loving and caring in your life is so important because their current situations are involved in God's prayer response equations. God looks at how everything affects everyone, not just you. God look at things from an eternal perspective, unlike us who look at things from earthly perspective! So when your prayers are not immediately answered, then know that all circumstances you're involved in are taken into account. God always answers prayers, it's just that so many of us are not patient enough to receive our hopes and dreams. Love never gives up, and its faith, hope and patience never fail! That translates to God never fails and always delivers absolutely :-). That's why sometimes having lotsa friends is not good, since their actions could weigh in on your life's outcomes, especially when you're still young. Having God fearing friends will obviously help there!

So hopefully we can learn that God does things in His own way and time and that we are only here on earth to prove our faith and not simply to have a good time.
So I'll end by saying "Begin with the end in mind". :-)

August 29, 2010 at 8:09pm

Women power!!!

Gentlemen it's true! Women are taking over the world and the sooner we accept it the better it will be for us and our sanity :-).

 In my primary school class, a girl was always at the top, smoking the tests while we dudes were left there wondering what the heck was going on... We tried and tried; they licked it good still. When I went to secondary school I believe it was the same situation as well. I will admit - I didn't have a clue what was going on there..

So what I have learned is that women have a special ability to do more than one thing at a time and biology confirms it. Women have a larger corpus collusum than men which means they can transfer large volumes of data faster between their left and right brain hemispheres. They have more dendritic connections between brain cells and are more in touch with their feelings, due to a larger deep limbic system making them extra caring and compassionate. We guys have no hope there because if we did we wouldn't shoot and hang ourselves or jump off buildings. Geez! I mean where would we be as a species if we weren't loved by these people...? We wouldn't know what love is, how to love, how to help our elders and the unfortunate. We just wouldn't know these things. So it's very important that we love the ladies in our lives because they carry our human species forward.

So I will say - let them rule the world because we need that. They will bring love to a world that is filled with hate, war and fights over resources. The Bible predicts chaos in the future and we all know the prediction is coming to pass as we speak. Men started it, so we need women to finish it so that maybe, just maybe, it will all end with a touch of love and humanity...

Wouldn't that be great??

August 27, 2010 at 2:22am

Life is not fair? Really?

How many times have we heard that! How many times have we heard people say that life is not fair?
It really amazes me sometimes that people will often question things they don't quite fully understand. Is life really not fair?

Ok to answer this question we first have to ask ourselves why people say that in the first place. I think you are likely to hear that remark from a person who's things are not going according to plan or from a person who believes what they are getting or experiencing does not match with their pre-conceived expectations. Perhaps someone promised you something and they have just duped you. Maybe someone disappointed you. Or maybe, you know, things just don't make much sense. People undermines you, lie to you, set you up thus getting you in trouble. Let's just say as a whole things don't always seem to be the way we think they are. I know from first hand experience how frustrating and demoralizing all that can be. It's not cool at all. Not Ayoba(whatever that means!).
But if you think deeply enough about this, is it really fair to then say life isn't fair? Is life against you from the outset? Did life create you so that it could be against you? Huh??

Obviously the most common sense answer would be no! You see Life has no bias! Life has no preferences! Life is Life, made for all who are living it! Life is God himself, as a force that is greater that all known universe! There could be nothing more purer that Life! Never! Ever! You see the force of life that exists within you is so great that you don't even have a right to declare it as unfair. You have absolute zero authority to question it. You can never have that, ever. Life precedes you and you are only living it because you have been authorized to do so. Have you ever heard that the very body that you possess does not even belong to you? But that it is the temple of the Lord and that a price has already been paid for it?

I cannot even begin to describe to you how unfair it is for you to say that life is not fair. Not at all. Perhaps I can give you some advice. Before you start proclaiming life as unfair, ask yourself the following question - Have I been following the ten commandments?

Perhaps what is happening to you has nothing to do with Life itself, but everything to do with the consequences of your sins.

It cannot get any clearer than that!

May 1, 2010 at 5:25pm

Dont underestimate yourself...

The human brain - A triumph of biological engineering...

There is nothing more important than the organ between your two ears. Your living brain.
Weighing only 5 percent of your body mass but consuming 20 percent of every breath you take while also consuming vast amounts of glucose, there's simply no other organ greater than it. Ever! That should not come as a suprise if you did Biology at school, as you would have learned that it controls everything that happen in your body. Everything. Your thought processes, thinking, intuition, common sense, biological processes regulations, identities, image and all the works.

Everything you perceive on this planet is because of it. Every experience you've ever had originated through it, and all other experiences forthcoming. Put simply, its the most amazing thing you will ever know on this planet, because all learning happens through it.

Yet it amazes me what people do to their most precious organ. They smoke(smoking exposes your brain to nicotin. It destroys brain cells. It hardens your arteries, thus restricting blood flow to cells and organs, especially your lungs. How can you ever live without breathing people!?), drink alcohol(alcohol alcohol alcohol. Do you know what alcohol does to your body with continuous consumption? First it taxes your liver. It dehydrates you body, reducing the flow of water to body cells), do drugs, not have enough sleep(damn Im so guilty of violating this to the maximum). People how do you expect to do well in life when you are destroying the very thing that you'd need to accomplish all those things. Your brain is your most important asset. You should do the best you can to protect it at all times. You should stay off smoking, limit your alcohol intake to recommended levels and have at least 8 hours sleep. You should also eat healthy and exercise.
I know people are smart, but should be even smarter when it comes to protecting your most important organ. You should because it will affect the quality of your life.

Live life to the fullest by taking care of your brain :).

April 13, 2010 at 6:59pm

The Universe: Beyond Comprehension.

When you think of the word infinity, you think of it as something that goes on forever. But what Im about to describe now is so big that it becomes impossible to continue understanding any further. And that would be our Universe.

It is so big that it is beyond human comprehension. We cant even comprehent 0.0000001% of it. What do I mean by comprehension? Simply that it stops making sense, also defying all laws of physics in the process. But Im going to try anyway.

The brightest thing visible to the naked eye in the night sky is a star called Sirius. It is twice as massive and 20 times as bright as our Sun. How about this - it is 85.14 trillion kilometers(85,140,000,000,000 km) away from Earth. That's huge. But in the context of the Universe its like a drop of water taken from the ocean. Now in our milky-way galaxy(a cluster of stars held together by gravity), there are over 100 billion stars and our sun is just one of them. As I've said above, the nearest star/sun is 85 trillion kilometres away from Earth; now imagine how big our Galaxy is. It's so big that you cant even begin to understand or put it into context.

Ok so thats our galaxy with 100 billion stars. Now the nearest galaxy to our own is called the Andromeda galaxy. It is 18.6 million trillion kilometers(18,600,000 trillion km) away and has twice as many stars as our own galaxy. Now thats huge, way beyond human comprehension.
Ok now Im going to stop here because my head is starting to hurt trying to understand all that. I have to, because the next fact makes the concept of infinity hard to contextualise also, because there are over 200 billion galaxies in the Universe. Now that is the ultimate. Only God can comprehend those distances and size.

And the most remarkable thing above all is that the universe started from a single point the size of an atom, known as The Big Bang - The moment of creation!

February 18, 2010 at 10:33pm

Mmino - My Best Love Songs.

"Just Like The First Time" by Freddie Jackson:
Its been so long for us, we've learned to Love and trust, through thick and thin this Love will never end, my heart belongs to you! Feels like just yesterday, we fell in Love this way, they say in Life that everything must change, your Love still remains. You love me just like the first time, and you hold me just like the first time, and it will always be the first time for us. My heart still burns for you, your Love it feels brand new, everyday I want you even more, than I did the day before. Fire burns so bright, and I love when you holding me tight, through thick and thin this love will never ever end. My heart belongs to you... Oh oh yeah, and everything is all right, with you by my side, oh yeah, because I want you and I need you to be there, until the morning light I will hold you!...

"One Heartbeat" by Smokey Robinson:
Two hearts, one of a kind. Love at first sight, why do they say Love is blind! Slow down we dont have to move fast because Love that is real is made to last. Take it One Heartbeat at a time, close your eyes and let your soul unwind, sooner or later we'll all fall in line, if we take it One Heartbeat at a time... Take it easy, umm, I want to feel your every emotion. Shhh, dont talk, and we'll be making love in slow motion. Ooh, slow motion baby. Slow motion baby...

February 14, 2010 at 10:47pm

Revealation of order..

Do human beings control the universe or is it the universe that reveals order?
This is a very interesting question to ask because it has the potential to broaden our understanding of how things around us work. It is also good to ask because of a few ideologies we have that sort of defined us humans as a species.

Well now I am going to say the obvious. We humans are on top of the world, literally. I mean we control and have colonized everything. We are the smartest and most successful species in the history of the world. Period! We created air planes, so we fly like birds. We created boats, and we can make a 500,000 kg mass of sure metal float on water. We can communicate with each other thousands of kilometers away. I could go on and on about the many things that we as a species has created. This is amazing stuff, that its simply mind blowing. Heck we can even go to space, out of the ultimate boundry that is our planet. Wow!

So that brings me to the question I asked at the beginning. Do we really control the universe? Are we the ultimate that has ever been? Well I wont be suprised if anyone agrees with that. I mean thats what we can see and it is what is happening now. But I would like to go further than that, deep into the inner workings of the universe cosmos.

I do not believe that we control the universe at all. It is the universe that controls everything. Thus it reveals order. What do I mean by that? Well let me give an example with an aeroplane. Did we really come up with that idea and then had the ability to create one and fly it? Not really. What simply happened was that the universe allowed us to create one along with the steps necessary to develop it. So along with everything else that we have achieved, we are simply following a path that has been revealed to us, that allows anything else.

Now anyone might be asking how revelant or useful all of this is. I mean how is that knowledge or revealation going to help you become a better person? Hm well if you are really smart it can immersely. Even if you are not it still can in a huge massive way. As I have said before, we are all smarter than we realise and that we should set high goals.

You see, the things that happens to you has nothing to do with how smart you are. Nope not in any way. But it has to do with the events that happens around you. The way order is revealed around you determines all those things. Say you are about to write an exam and you find the subject rather difficult to master. Well what can you really do to help you get that 80% plus? Lol well offcoz I am not going to tell you how because I do not have the authority to do so(I am not God), but what I can say is that it is a function of super-position. Since the universe reveals order, how you are going to get that 80% depends on where you are, the direction you are pointing to, etc.
So what I am saying is it does not depend on how clever you are, but how you interact with the universe.

This is actually kind of difficult to understand because it involves so many things. Things that are simply above us, so it wont be suprising if few of us fails to get the big picture...

January 25, 2010 at 6:54pm

Dawn of the decade.

As the last days of this decade draws to an end, it's hard not to look back and learn from what has(had?) happened. Because it's that(this?) history that will determine what's likely to happen next..
From my perspective, this was a technology decade. The internet has revolutionized how we live and interact with each other... (to be completed... being sleepy is not helping at all)...
My prediction for the next decade (2010 - 2019): The decade where humanity peaks..
Next decade (2020 - 2029): Common sense fails! The beginning of the end for humanity...

December 29, 2009 at 5:08pm

Your Life Has Completed - Reloaded.

Ever since I've written this note less than 24 hours ago I just kept on getting more revelations about this very issue. So much so that I even get overwhelmed by my very own thoughts.

Ok so as I have already said, everything about you has already been determined. Meaning nothing that can ever happen to you will ever be unknown. By unknown I mean by the masters of the universe, the very people or beings from which everything else has evolved from, i.e. the owners, from the Trinity. God, Jesus and Holy Spirit.

This has helped me to relax about my life, and anyone should too. As long as you read this, it means that it was meant to be from the very beginning. It just simply means that it will unlock something that is very revelant in your life, and something has to happen to signal that it's time.

Do not be tempted by the very material things that surrounds you. Or maybe I should say you shouldn't be motivated by them. You see they do not come from God. They come from Satan. All the things human desires. Think about it for a second. Satan knows that you are destined for greatness and thus are going to heaven, a place he was kicked out from. So what does he do to try make you fall short of your blessings? He created a materialistic idealogy. Fancy cars, Las Vegas strips, parties, alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, prostitution etc. These things are designed, or rather made specifically to make you fail. Think about this for a second! Seriously now!

So you might ask: So why does God say that if I obey Him then He will bless me as He promised by making me rich and giving me my hearts desire? Good question! Hmm well what I have read was that you should store your riches in Heaven, where they will not rot or get stolen like they do here on earth. Obviously God will reward you here on earth. But those riches will be different. They will make your life complete. Those who get their riches from Satan well unfortunately pay the price in the end. How many times have you heard that a person was blessed with a car only for it to kill him/her a few weeks later? Exactly!

I have said before and will say again, that if everything in your life is perfect, always get what you want and are always lucky, then you SHOULD get worried.
Jesus Christ, even being the second most important person ever and who has never sinned, lived His life here on earth in struggle. I mean really people!!!

So as I've said at the beginning, your life has completed. So dont chase after things. Rather let what was written about your life play itself out. Let God's Will for your life be done by simply being hopeful, patient, have bucket loads of faith and loving...

Be and let be!

December 19, 2009 at 9:12pm

Your Life Has Completed.

Sometimes it shocks me to see how people go out of their way to try to be something they are not. Talk about Satan messing with your head so that he can try to derail you from your blessings!
These people really have to stop wasting their energy and simply relax.

You see, your life has already completed. What do I mean by that? Simply that everything that will ever happen in your life has already been determined. From what you’ll be, how many children you will have(if any), the places that you will ever visit, the number of people you will ever talk to, how many words you will ever speak, how much money you will ever have(if any) and how many times you will ever be tempted etc. Heck God even knew those things long before He created His universe! Think of your life as a script. You got a static script that contains everything that will ever happen to you. But that’s not all. You also got a dynamic script of your life that is being written in real-time. In it, things are written based on how you respond to events around you. Obey God’s commandments and your life will be extended. I’m not contradicting myself here! Your life is fully known to the last detail. And once all those conditions are met, it will be it for you here! How God apply your dynamic script only Him knows!

So rather that worry how your life will turn out and what you will become, it’s better to spend that time asking for God’s revelations. If you do that, then you allow God’s Will to be manifested in your life. Then you will achieve everything that you heart desire.

December 18, 2009 at 7:06pm

The shower thing.

Well there is something very interesting that I have noticed about myself.
Every time Im in the shower something in my brain changes. Suddenly I become very alert, very focused and my reasoning ability is very heightened.
I always wonder why is that. Maybe my devine angels are aquatic. Hmmm

December 6, 2009 at 8:37pm

The Theory Of Everything.

This has to be one of the greatest topics to have ever captured my imagination that it simply takes me to the limits of my understanding. This is actually the first thing to have ever captured my curiosity when I was about 5 years old. Yep during that time I was already reading science books and just couldn’t believe the things I was reading. They simply seemed so unbelievable that they couldn’t be true, and yet they were that I have since been awed forever.

For ages, people always wondered how everything around us got created, the sun, planets, stars, meteors, comets, interstellar space and time. Now later on in the modern industrial age, after Albert Einstein created the General Theory Of Relativity, astronomers came to the conclusion of how the entire cosmos\universe was created.

Everything started with: The Big Bang – The moment of creation
At second 0, the universe is a single hot point, no bigger than an atom. After the explosion, during the first billionth of a second(0.000000001 sec), the universe grows to a size of a volleyball. After a millionth of a second(0.0000001 sec), it is already 10 billion(10,000,000,000) kilometres in diameter, and after the first minute the explosion has already expanded to a million billion kilometres. From there it expanded, cooled, until particles from the explosion formed our Milky Way, galaxies, stars, and planets.

Physicist Stephen W. Hawking, the greatest professor of modern times after Albert Einstein, set out to understand exactly how the universe was formed, thus a theory of everything. He also wanted to understand why certain protons have no mass at all. These are the questions that nobody knows the answers to even today. He helped develop an understanding of how two theories that govern all of physics, Relativity and Quantum Mechanics, fuse together since they are incompatible with each other.

As I write this, there is an experiment set out to try to find out how the conditions were during the Big Bang. The project is called LHC (Large Hadron Collider). Basically what they are doing is build a large circular tunnel about a few miles long spanning Switzerland and this other country. They will then fire up photons, accelerating them to near the speed of light, in different direction. They will then let those two photons collide with each other, recreating conditions similar to those that existed during the Big Bang. From the data they are hoping to learn more about how exactly our universe was created and also to understand certain theories, like what exactly is Dark Matter(this is really difficult to understand because dark matter is a substance that holds galaxies together yet it is invisible. Lol like it’s one of those things that you know is there but you cannot explain scientifically). By the way this project will be the largest scientific test ever conducted, costing billions of dollars to set up. All the developed nations got together and funded this thing, so from that you should know that it’s really a big deal.

So big a deal that it got a lot of other scientist and people alike worried that it might mean the end of the world. They even call the machine Doomsday Machine. Well why are they so worried about it? They, including me, fear that the explosion from the resulting collusion will expand from that single point creating a Black Hole. A black whole is the most violent thing ever in known space. The largest black hole in our universe is from this thing called a Quasar, luckily so far away(10 billion kilometers repeated 9.4 trillion times I.E. 90400000000000000000000 kilometers) that we are safe from its destruction. They fear that this experiment will suck everything into itself, destroying all living things. It will also grow larger and larger, spitting all earth oxygen and matter into space. And eventually it will destroy our planet, then the entire solar system. That’s how powerful a Black Hole actually is, so powerful that nothing can ever escape its gravitational pull. Not even light can escape it. The experiment will be conducted sometime in December, so don’t be surprised when day suddenly turns into night while you are just getting ready for the new year LOL. BOOM! Well they say that, according to their calculations, the collusion will just burn itself out. Hope no one there miscalculated. But seriously it will be controlled!

This really interests me so much, but does not mean I believe in it. I believe God created everything exactly the way He did. Maybe His instructions for creation started with a Big Bang, I do not know since I was not there. So while that remains, I shall default to that belief.
But what I know is that there are planets, suns, stars, galaxies and they had a physical beginning/creation. The Big Bang Theory. Hopefully they will learn more about where everything came from, thus the theory of everything.

So I cannot wait to find out what these people will actually discover. It will take a few months to sort through the data. I just wish I was a part of the team. Really bad. Ah but I know that what they are doing so incredibly complex that it’s simply beyond me.

Very exciting stuff indeed…

November 26, 2009 at 5:51pm

Maselekane #2.

Hee the things I got in to when I was young.

Ke gopola letsatsi le lenwe kgale ke ne ke sa bala sub-b(ah I dont know what grade that is now) ke na le mengwaga e 7.

One day ne ke le ka klaseng. Mem ne a ruta and after class yeo ne e le break. Ka ge ne ke dula ko pele kgauswi le mem ne ke kgona go bona dilo tsa mem mo tafoleng. Jwale ka nako eo mem o ne a rekisha di zimba (You know those packaged by hand and sold on the streets). Jwale le tsatsi leo mem ne a beile di zimba tseo mo tafoleng plus le zaga nyana.

Tjo ge ke bona tshelete yeo tlogo yaka ya thoma go draya nyana. Eh jwale ka breaktime ka emela bana ka moka gore ba tswe ka klaseng. Then ge ba tswele ka moka ka utswa R2 then ka tshaba.. Then e sale break ke le ka fase ga motlare o mongwe ka bona mem a le lebating la klas a bitsa batho. Eh bjale batho bao ba thoma go tlala daar gore ebile ke nyake go ya. Mara smethng sa re o skaya mowe..
Then ke sa le daar smeone a mpona. Eh a thoma go gwelela a re "Ke mohumane. Motsware motsware". Eh ka thoma go realiza gore ba nyakana le nna. Yoh ka tshaba. Then jwale klas ka moka ya mpona then ba thoma go nkitimisha. Tjo tjo tjo ga se wa mpona ke fofa papa. Gape tht tym ne ke kitima blind. Then ge ke etswa ka gate ya skolo o mongwe a ntswara. Then ka mo lwantsa then ka mo fenya then ka thoma go tshaba skolong jwale. Eh gape letshaba le a nkitimisha, mara ka ba shia kamoka nna. Eh gape ne ke le fast. Jwale ka botlaela ka tshabela gae...

Eh ge ke tsena gae mane wa ka ne a le ka ntlong. Bjale gwa thoma go tlala ka gae, bana ba klas ka moka ba sarrounda ntlo. Eh mane waka a kwata jwale a maketse gore go direga eng! Ge a eya ka ntle ba mmotsa gore nna ke utswitse tshelete ya mem. Tjo mane waka a phantsha jwale. A kwata. Eh a tsena ka ntlong a tsea lepanta. Tjo a mphara. Ke ge ke gwelela, ebile bana bale ka ntle ba sega(laugh). Then ge a fetsa a ntswara ka letsogo a nkisha skolong. Ke ge bana ba ka klaseng yaka ba ntsega ba re setse ka morago. Then ra fitla skolong, mane wa ka a bolela le mam ebile a mofa R2...
From that day I had had it with that primary school...

November 15, 2009 at 9:23pm

Unfinished business.

During my years at high school I was a great cricket player. I mean I was good in all departments. First of all I was a great leg spin bowler. I could spin the ball in such a way that I could rival the Australian Shane Warne, one of the greatest leg spinner ever to date. I can also bat. You know drive the ball majestically for four runs.

Anyway the guy who coached me at high school is now contracted to Cricket South Africa as coach. He coaches South Africa women's cricket(not sure what level) so he is far now. So a few months back I promised my mom that that I want to get back to cricket because I know Im talented enough to play for the national side. So now its the cricket season so my mom was on my neck wondering why am still draai-draaing around. By now I should be in Centurion or Johannesburg getting on with it.
That guy got connections there and he could certainly connect me with the right people and also put in a good word for me. South African cricket team has a lack of black cricket players so the odds are in my favour.

I dont know if I will forgive myself if I let this opportunity pass. I believe in myself, and I know I can do this. Eish but that would mean that I have to leave what am doing now because that would be a full-time commitment.

Whatever happens I should be in Gauteng now to give a try to one of the many abilities that I can make a career out of...

I guess at the end of the day I should stick to one of my longtime belief, that "If something must happen, it will".

Will it? Well a must is a must. What has to be will be...

November 15, 2009 at 7:21pm

Jupiter mysteries.

In our universe, we got 9 planets (well actually 8 since someone at NASA discovered that Pluto is actually not a planet, for reasons Im not too sure about). But out of all these planets, there is one thats more mysterious than all of them. The planet Jupiter.

First off all, Jupiter is not actually made from solid rock but actually from gases and hydrogen. Such is the mixture that actually make it look like solid mass. Now when looking at the planet, you notice something rather strange. First of all, Jupiter is the largest planet in our solar system. So huge that its gravity deflects most light from foreign galaxies. Now when scientists or astronomers (whatever they call them) looked at the planet, they noticed that it has got 4 moons orbiting around it. Now that got a lot of people puzzled (including me. Gee I mean really). First of all, Jupiter is made from gases, so for it to have moons orbiting around it, it must somehow have a magnetic field from its core. Now how is that possible! Planet earth has a magnetic field because at its core there is molten iron ore that produces a magnetic field, forming the north and south poles. But Jupiter has a gas composition. So where does its magnetic field come from?

When scientists found out it shocked the world of science and chemistry. Apparently, the core of Jupiter has such great pressures that it actually turns hydrogen gas into a liquid, and that liquified hydrogen can produce a magmetic field, something nobody knew was possible before. Somehow that liquid hydrogen at such high pressures produced the most powerful magnetic field ever measured.
Another misteries concerns Jupiters moons. At one of the moons (the second if I remember correctly) there are active volcanoes on the surface. The highest count of active eruptions too. Now that baffled astronomers. How could that moon, so far from the sun where temperatures are some 300 degrees below freezing point, generate that much lava for its eruptions? Turns out that Jupiter's magnetic force is so vast that it actually stretch the moon apart, so much so that the friction produced cause so much heat that actually produces those eruptions. The same magnetic force causes Jupiter's forth moon, called Europa, to actually have an ocean around it. Yep Europa is covered in an ocean of water, just like earth. Since temperatures are freezing there, its only the top layer of the moon that is covered with solid ice, and below is the ocean that has not frozen because of the heat that the moon generates from Jupiter's squeeze. Very interesting indeed.

So interesting that scientists sent a rover to that moon so that it can go into Jupiter's ocean to see if there is life there. Most of the times where there is water there is life. Most are holding their breath to see what we are going to find in there.

With all the misteries from that planet, I am sure there is just one more waiting to be discovered.
Also I believe that life is unique to earth, but hey all I can do is watch what these people are gonna find out there. Interesting and mysterious indeed...

Hidden talents?

Hmm you know I just realised that whenever am listening to music, particularly house music, I can choreograph the dance moves with absolute precision.

I mean I could visualize the moves in such ways that would simply blow people away. And its more natural, with little effort at all. And that has got me thinking. Should I get a new career in the music industry? And throw away all my accumulated knowledge of hardware and software in favour of this thing? Hmm very tempting indeed. But the thing is I cant dance at all lol. You should see this dude try that out. It would violate all common sense. But hey you dont have to master something yourself in order to understand it right? Im sure I can visualize the whole song choreography and then note all the moves and then get people with such skills to perform that, and that would be the dancers.
Or maybe someone might set up a site and offer up that as a service. Hm. But ah I dont have papers or qualifications, so people might think am not for real. But am sure once they can see the videos of the moves they would be blown away.

This is very interesting indeed.

November 2, 2009 at 9:55pm

Forgiveness.

"To err is human, but to forgive is devine"

I may not know many a things, but what I know very well is that the art of forgiveness is as fundamental as life itself. You see, we all have choices in life; real choices with real consequences. But in order for our choices to be expressed or executed, a process has to be that unfortunately leads to Satan's interference.

Learn to forgive people. You just have to. I mean imagine a person who feels bitter to other people because they have wronged him/her in the past. What good is that going to get you? Besides who are you anyways? Exactly! Who? You do not even own anything in this universe. Yep not even one thing. Oh you got a car. You sure its yours? Huh? You bought it? Really? Nice hey, but wait... Not so fast! I will repeat what iv said before. You do not own even one thing. Or even a half for that matter. As long as you cannot even tell me for certainty, without reasonable doubt where you came from before you were born, then that will remain as fact. You see, its the Masters of the cosmos(universe) who knows these things, who owns the very life that you are living. So you are really nothing for you to even get a right not to forgive other people.

So while that remains, as it was even before the beginning of time, you should then default to the essence of what life has been, and is. As an art of forgiving.

It has been said that in the beginning, God breathed life into man, and that man is a mirror image of God. So if that is the case, then why do you swear, steal, mock, deceive God Himself? When you do those things to someone, you are really doing them to God directly. Because that very same breath of God exists in that person too. So as that is the case, do you know how incredibly bad you have sinned against God? And there you were thinking you are going to heaven. So why should you be forgiven if you cant even do the same thing back to God, thus your friends and enemies?

 I know its hard sometimes, because le nna I do feel like nka raga motho gore a be a gwelele. But hey, I do try to be understanding. Human beings are understanding hey. We really are. All of us :).
We all make mistakes. Thats how it is and has been. Great people are the ones who recognise theirs and learn from them. After all its through temptations that men prove their faith to God. Let others prove themselves by forgiving them.

October 12, 2009 at 9:48pm

I believe in people..

You know there is this thing that keeps happening to me over and over again yet I continue to be as I am without complaint. There are a lot of people that I have helped in my life. Many people. I always go out of my way to make sure I can try to figure something out, because I really do care. I think Iv leant people over 1k, with them promising to pay it back but in the end not. Or maybe how to solve something, or to borrow something that I have so that you can try finish anything that you could be busy with. And still I dont complain. A disappointment offcoz but hey whatever.

Yet when the day comes when im in great need not even a single person can help me. Not even one. They all either give excuses or avoid me. Lol its like its a law, that it has to be so. Yet I still believe. I meant what can I say, and who am I anyway..

One thing I realised about myself is that I really do believe in people. You know people can do amazing things. Any one person can. We are way smarter than we realise and we should set high goals. And this very thing I know very well, that its the very least person that actually knows way better than you may think. So that means we should not underestimate people in any way. You cannot know all things, but can at least know fragments of them. One person may know that which you do not understand, and may help you with something when you are stuck.

One day I was in Shoshanguve walking back to my aunts place when I met this beggar. He was a tall old man. He looked bad, torn dirty clothes. He had a piece of dry bread in his pocket. He muttered to me, asking for some money. I stopped. He asked again but couldn't hear him well. He passed and I also went along. But as I went this thing came to me. I remembered a verse from Matthews that said "Do for others what you want them to do for you." I wondered what if that person was me. Wouldn't it be good if a certain boy helped me. Then it hit me. I stopped dead in my tracks, went back to him, took all the money I had and just gave him without saying anything more. Thats just a great example how people need each other sometimes.

I know some people may say well why bother, its none of your business and you should not get involved because you do not know the whole story anyways. Well what would I say to them? Because it feels good! Isnt that what humanity is about?

I remember reading this piece where two women were watching this guy juggles bowls many times a minute that it was simply amazing. This woman said to this other one "Isn't it amazing how well this guy can juggle these things?". The other woman said "Whats amazing is not how well he can juggle them, but that he could do it at all".

We can all do things that seems impossible momentarily. I remember this pastor saying "All things are possible to those who believe. All things. All. Things. Every need every prayer. All things. All you have to do is just believe".

Believe!

September 14, 2009 at 9:44pm

A pregnant woman DRAMA!!!

One Friday afternoon, Lebowakgomo, year 2008

It was a typical, but nice Friday afternoon, with nothing unusual happening that day. So this friend of mine came over. We hanged out a bit, got bored fast, then decided to give this guy a visit. He is our best friend and one of the greatest guys you could ever know. He works at Anglo Platinum in Rustenburg and he had came back home for a weekend visit. When we got there, he was bathing so we got some chairs and hanged out under a tree in the yard. Suddenly his girlfriend-to-be arrived there (now they are seeing each other, thanks to none other than, wait for it: me ;) ). He finished fast (not surprising) then joined us. The conversation was starting to pick up and we decided it would be wise for us to leave the little lovebirds alone… Got home, decided that we rather visit this super great friend of mine in Mams village about 10 minutes away, I picked up the car keys (bakkie), the lil bro hopped in for the ride, and off we went.

We arrived at his place around 2pm. We then chilled there and had a nice chat, talking about general stuff, and had a good time. Then two hours later around 4pm we decided that it was time to leave. As we were getting ready to hit the road a certain grandma came to this guys place and asked for him. They talked awhile then she left. When he came back to us he told us that she had come to ask him for transport to the hospital to take her pregnant daughter. He told her he couldn’t because he didn’t have enough petrol at that time. Now since Lebowakgomo Hospital is near where we were headed, I decided (as a good boy that I am) that we could transport her there. No problem. He quickly ran to the granny and told her that they could go with us. We then left that guy’s home and went to that house, parked the car inside and waited for this pregnant lady. Finally she came, walking slowly and clearly in distress. She couldn’t even walk on her own and she had to be escorted by her granny. She was about 28 years old, heavily pregnant and they said her delivery time was near. Now the bakkie is a single cab, so they came to the front. The granny got in first, then her daughter. Her big brother, my lil bro and that friend of mine got in the trunk of the van. Off we went.

As we drove off she was now clearly in pain. I tried to go a little slow on the gravel road, with her granny telling her to hang on a little bit, until we got to the tarred road. I got to the road and started accelerating. Immediately as I started going faster and faster, she started feeling more and more pain fast. When I got to around 100km/h, her water broke. I was like OH MY!!! Now it was full labor, and the baby was coming. Since it was a single cab and we were packed in front with windows closed, I had never ever in my life heard a woman scream like that. She SCREAMED real hard, pushing as the baby was coming, that I almost floored the accelerator. You can imagine me, poor guy, witnessing a birth, and at the same time having to concentrate on the road with all that screaming, it had to be hard. The hospital was now about 4 km away. As she was delivering and still SCREAMING pushing the baby out, we approached a T Junction and had to slow down and turn left. I did and again pressed the damn car. Now the baby was coming out, and the granny got into position, then with one final loud scream the baby popped out. At that instant, I had witnessed a birth right in front of my eyes. The granny quickly put the baby in a towel and delivered the baby to the mother’s hands. Now the mother was so relieved that she started smiling immediately and chit-chatting, and I slowed the car to about 60km/h. I cruised along, with the mother now not believing that she had just delivered, and we chatted along until we got to the hospital.

After we got there I parked at the emergency parking lot and we quickly went inside and called the nurses. They came to the car, with those metallic bowls with scissors inside, and they cut the umbilical cord. Then they took the baby inside. Later on the granny escorted the young mother inside as well while we waited outside. They admitted her while we waited. It was around 5pm that time. We waited until 9pm when the nursed finally told us that we could go because they wanted her to spend the night there for observations. Then the granny came, apologized for the wet car seat and I took her home. Then finally I went home as well.

When I got home and after telling them what had happened, they started calling me daddy. LoL. Now that was one heck of a Friday. Now I wonder what’s going to happen next ;).

August 29, 2009 at 6:53pm